I don't think I'm a bad person at all. Maybe there were times, I made mistakes and hurt people accidentally but that does not make me a bad person, right?
I have something to confess.
For few months, I was bothered by how I acted and treated the people I know...especially the people who are close to me. See, I have a friend whom I stopped talking to because I was mad at this person. Let us say, I hate this person but my Father in law keep reminding me not to use the word hate to refer to a person coz we should not hate a certain person. We can say we dislike them but not hate them. Okay, I dislike this person because, this person lied to me too many times. Sometimes, I thought, did this person even care how I think of him/her after I caught him/her that he/she lied? Did this person has an idea how I dislike him/her for telling lies then in the end I found out that what he/she was telling to me was all lie? I even hated myself for believing of what he/she said to me, everytime I found out that he/she was lying. For how many stories he/she made...for all the lies he/she told...I came to the point when I don't want to talk to him/her anymore. And that was it...I told myself this friendship is over coz I cannot trust this person. There's no sense of having a friend when you cannot even trust them. I stopped talking to this friend of mine coz I was fed up of everything he/she said. I dunno when to believe him/her anymore.
How can a person lie so easily? How can they make up stories and not even bothered the consequences after they were caught lying? I'm not a perfect person and am not tryin' to be. I did not say, I did not even lied once. I lied too...but I believe that there are certain levels of lying. This person I'm talking about is just a total LIAR.