The Extra Mile....

Year 2008 is very painful year for me. There are things that I cannot forget during this year. Though there are good things that happen for me this year but still the hurt that I've been through is unforgettable. I lost my Mother this year. It was very painful for me. I lost the most important person in my life, the person whom I love the most, the person who brought me out in this world. She left me and I can't let her go. I am grieving and I know I will continue to grieve for a long long time. I have no idea that when she left me, she's going to torn my heart into pieces, I have no idea that when she left, I will lose all my faith and hope, I have no idea that she's going to left me too soon.

Year 2008 is about to end and year 2009 will take over, yet my pain in 2008 seems like I'm dragging it on to 2009 coz I still can't look forward for the new year, I still can't move on but...I will surely do my best to forget and forgive, I'll make sure that the year 2009 will not be the same as year 2008 for me. I will make sure that I'm not going through the same pain again for this coming year.

"Go for the extra mile" are you familiar with this phrase? I may not be able to move on too soon, I may not look forward for another year but I'm going to go for that extra mile in 2009.