Life Must Go On...

For the pain that I've been through, for all the problems and trials that I've encountered, I can say that I am stronger now than before. It is really true that tough times will make us stronger. Now, that my brother's gone, I felt the big responsibilities on my shoulder.s I felt that little by little I matured.

I questioned/blamed God for what happened but now that I'm calmed and accepted what God wants for my family, I want to get closer to Him as close as I could. I have no one to run to now or no one to hold to, except Him. I know He has reasons for everything that happened to my family. If it's His will, I would gladly accept it coz I know he won't give me problems that I can't handle and I trusted Him coz I know He loves me so much.

Life must go on....I know for sure that Mama and Manoy (Big Brother) are happy in God's side now. I gotta be good so one day, when my time comes...I can see my love-ones again, up there in Heaven.

God Bless you all!

Hassle Free Shopping

I have mentioned on my previous post that I broke my husband’s digital camera. He was a little bit upset about it so I told him that I’m going to replace his camera. I’m going to buy the same brand of the camera that he has but not exactly as what he had before. His camera was a little bit expensive and I’m pretty sure I can’t afford it right now. I was looking for cheap Olympus camera online and started to compare prices.

I found the best way to shop online, you just have to visit shopwiki website and they will provide the products that you’re looking for. They have everything you need from accessories to jewelries, sunglasses, electronics and many more. As for accessories, they have accessories available both for men and women. Winter fashion accessories are also available at shopwiki such as scarves, gloves and winter socks. They also have fashionable sunglasses available for men and women. As for the people who love jewellery so much just like my friend Mila, there is tons of jewellery and watches available from different stores such as necklaces for men and women, wrist watches, pendants and even your birthstones.

I found the camera I like to buy at shopwiki and I will let my husband know about it so we can decide when to buy it.

I'm In Pain....Again!

Does God think sometimes that I'm a robot and won't feel any pain?

Six months ago He took my mother away from me. That was the most painful part of my life. That was the first time I felt hurt and lost. I felt like my world completely stop when Mama left me without saying goodbye. I was regretful after Mama left coz I wasn't able to do the things that I promised to her..I thought she will always be there and it didn't come to my mind that one day she will left me and she will be gone forever. I admit that until now I can't be able to let go Mama...and am still grieving for my loss and yet God took away another person who is important in my life again. Just earlier I received a text message from my sister, asking me to call coz there was an emergency...My brother was brought to the hospital and was unconscious...got three text message from her asking me to call and when I'm about to call them I received the 4th text message but did not able to read it since I was dialing their number already...when she answered the phone and said hello..I asked them what's wrong ang felt deaf for a minute when she says that our eldest brother's gone.

My brother is gone and how should I react to it? How should I react to that kind of news? I am not over with I have been through with Mama yet....that was just six months ago when I went back to Philippines to attend her burial and now here's another family member who left without saying goodbye again. My eldest brother who stand like our second mother to us. How could God do this to my family? I know it is not right to question Him but in times like this that I'm lost and in pain...I can't help myself but question Him. Where did my prayers go? Is he measuring my faith in Him? If this is His way to measure my faith ...well this is just too much for me to handle. I know that I'm not in the position to question Him coz as they say that everything happens for reason and God has a purpose for taking away the people I love but can you blame me if I acted this way?

Snow on Spring Season

As far as I remember last Sunday (March 22, '09) was the first day of Spring season. Just last week, the weather was really good and the temperature was in 65-70's already but the other day we got a snow storm watch. This morning when I woke up it rained outside and around 11AM we got big snow flakes and the ground started to be covered with snow. We are supposed to get 4-6 inches of snow and as I wrote this entry it is still snowing outside.

I took some pictures earlier when the snow started and am goin' to share it here. Unfortunately, I can't take more picture tomorrow anymore coz I just broke my husband's digicam earlier when I took the picture. I felt sorry for my husband and I know he's a lil bit mad at me but what can I do? It was an accident. The camera is very precious to me as well but it just slipped to my hand and fell into the ground. That's how I broke it. Whoaaaahhhhhhhhh...Baby, if ever you will read this post of mine...just wanna say "I'm sorry".

Foolish Love

I'm back again to blogging. It's been weeks that I haven't checked my blog site and I know I haven't update this site for a while. Hopefully this time I will be into blogging again...just the last few weeks I was too lazy and don't have anything in mind to post here.

For a few weeks that I was away from blogging...I was busy watching Asian dramas and again I found an interesting and cool Korean music. As usual I don't understand the lyrics of the song but I love to listen to it. The title of the song is Babo Sarang in Hangeul (Korean language). It means foolish love in English. This song is sung by one of my favorite actor in Korea Mr. Lee Jun Ki.

See how sexy and a good dancer Lee Jun Ki is.

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Babo/Pabo Sarang - Foolish Love

Wordless Wednesday

St. Peter's Basilica - Rome, Italy.



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Lights For Your House

You know the feeling of having your first home. How did you feel when you actually move in to your first home? Excited? Happy? I felt the same when Hubby and I bought our first house. At last, I have something to call my home. My first home after I get married. When we moved in, I wanted everything perfect in my home, from wall color to the arrangements of things and even the lightings of our new home.

If you guys just got your first house also and wants everything perfect before you move in then you better start the planning now for your house. If you need some help for the lighting of your house, I’m pretty sure that LightingAndLiving can help you with that. This website sells the most elegant, beautiful and updated design trends for any types of lights just like chandeliers, wall lights, bathroom lights or even island light, they have it all at their store. Just visit or call their toll free number for best price guarantee and inquire about their daily specials.